Have you ever felt saddness? the feeling of emptyness ? the way how whole of your existance suddenly becomes so meaningless. now i ask you to take a minute... "think of the best thing happened in your life" also think of your greatest desire. how is it? close your eyes think about you approaching both of them simultaneosly .. can you feel the happinsess the satisfaction? yes you have finally having your spiritual orgasm of achiving your life .. the meaning of your existance.. the toil of all those hours ,days or i dunno years.. :) did you feel it? suddenly wen you were just arms length of these fundemental roots of your existance what ever it may.. if objects erased from existance or if something else the chance of it happening reduced to 0. "how didyou feel?" Welcome to the fallen club. The primal condition to be a fallen is that.. iwe can only fall from a height, Otherwoise you are just a twisted asshole . :p the famous of the falen is the lucifer!
.....this is how i think :)